hello!
vesak day! yeah. finally slept in till 10? haha. was home for like. practically half the day, and the rain didnt help. haha. but i got my work done. XD.
yep. being illegal tmr again. wonder if i can still hold it. sighs.
lalala. oh! i forgot! physics worksheets. shit. i shall go do it now. byee!
wow. short post. i'll post. tmr?

hello!
havent blogged cos i have been pretty busy.
flying around like mad on monday, and running around school yesterday.
finally slowed down today. ATTEMPTED to study and do work.
did super little. lol. oh wells.

POTC was fun! sat beside stacey and laugh at her laugh. haha! and yes, i was pretty pissed off before the movie. sorry! hope you 2 accept this.
anyways. see. i wasnt greedy ok. i knew i couldnt join you guys for supper, so i bought my own dinner in! its called.. smart! heh^^ ushering was nothing. and yeah. movie was great. enjoyed it.

yesterday, was AGM. yep. those who got the news, yes. STARE. stare up down left right. i cant believe it too. thanks. haha. generally, the reactions are all funny.

Today, slacked. came to school super early. im not crazy ok. and i did maths. almost done with physics TYS already, and havent touched the a amth and math TYS at all. shall try to finish it this weekend. so i can finally start on my HOLIDAY. got a news tt didnt disturb me until i got off the bus to start walking home.

tomorrow, vesak day. im gonna SLEEEEEPPPP in. yes. oh my deprived sleep. haha!


i'll miss you, but i know you're in a better place now. i love you.
you've fought a good fight, you've ran the race. and now, you're at your destination. i'll definitely miss you.

i tell you, if by tmr or the end of the week, cheng jie yi dun scream her head off at someone, you should comeover and shake her hand. MAN. so many things to do. and the presence of someone is so not helping. sighs.
ok. i think i should just post about my whole obs? heh^^

day1.
was quite nervous for OBS at first, so i was jz talking lots of crap to cassie on the way there, and there was a morning jam and stuff. so we were like. 1.5 hours late. lol.
had intro and stuff. and the med surrendering thingy. i had the biggest bag for med lah. in the cutest bag too! XD the piggie bag. i think andy thinks i like pigs alot. my pig med bag, and my pig on my bag, and everything. lol.
"learnt" how to kayak. haha. went through all the mangroves and everything. before tt, andy was teaching us about the triyak thing and he only mentioned cassie's name for 1 start course. lol. and i was actually relieved to know tt he didnt know tt i also took the 1 star course. (but he actually did) lol! and my clothes got wet on the first day. nice.
did jetty jump too! but i didnt shout "g". haha. i think ppl would think im mad if i shouted g. lol. they were like. cheering for cassie and divya, then i took the step there. and they were like. silent. oh! its jieyi.
lol. the tents were harder than the normal one i pitched before, like. extra 4 steps? and he said it was one of the easier ways to pitch tents. SURE. haha.
had fire drill and we took like. 10 mins to gather and stuff? lol.


day 2

did belaying, and learnt tt the trainers called sparkc, "ECC". super funny. we were like. wad ecc? we did trust fall too. then we trekked a short trek to camp 1. it was like. so nice. looks so much better than camp 2. lol. they had a CANTEEN. with TABLE AND CHAIRS. lol. saw other schools there too. i thought i saw someone i knew. had eye contact but we both had to go. lol. he looks super familiar. but i jz cant pin point where i've seen him before. did the high element thing all the way up with divya. we started laughing so much lah. super funny. did belaying for a couple of ppl too. i think belaying is so fun. so cool. XD
after doing the "quiet time" in the night, andy came to tell me he heard someone said my navigating was good?! i was soo afraid i would get killed the next day for navigating. so i i said i dun take geog. he was like " you dun need geog to navigate wad". i was like. wow. then?! haha. i thought cassie said it lah. so i went to kill her after tt silently. but she screamed. it wasnt her. i still dunno who said it. cos ive never done anyhing about navigating in Gb. still puzzled.

day 3
expedition! before setting off, andy happy happy went on his walkie talkie and he was like:" tracy, your girls are not cooperating. go back and bully them ok?" super random and bleh. lol. rowed the boat for 3 hours? to the random campsite. was caught in a storm before tt. free shower! haha. we rowed with 5 kg metal ores? and it was soo tiring. but after the storm, it was so much easier cos we got used to it already. then trekked back and forth. haha. i saw the OBS entrance and i sort of knew we were suppose to be there already. cos its kinda suppose to be on OBS ground. trekked like. 2 plus km to reach tt random campsite. and i was sooo freaked out. dun ever want to see a wild boar. super freaked out.
andy thought i was sun burnt? maybe i was. he thought my head was sun burnt. and he KEPT reminding me. and made me put sun block right infront of him twice. i put, then i walk away, then he called me AGAIN. to put it AGAIN. i thought he had stm or something.
he kept saying like. " jieyi.. take care of your head arr","jieyi, remember.. consequencial learning..", "jie, im worried about you. you burnt your head" and the WORST. "jieyi, WHERE is your headgear?" *points to cap, and put it on* "haha! pauline!!!" *trails off laughing*
sighs. evil.


day 4.
kayaked all the way back and we were 3 hours earlier. lol. i was chasing the ppl like crazy trying to make sure they dun go pass me. and we finally got to camp2. was super tired. and wet and stinky. heh^^. then had our nice long bathe in the toilet. man. i managed to hold everything in for 2 days straight. haha. super fun. and andy came over to check my sun burns and he sighed. heh^^ i couldnt say anything cos i covered the whole time, put sun block and stuff. man. not my fault since the sun loves me so much. haha! oh wells. did final packing and stuff.

day5.
packed up, clear up, and got ready for the teachers. announcements brought me all the way back to reality. lost contact witht eh world for 5 days, forgot stuff we had to do for the past 5 days, and yeah. everything. byebye to pulau ubin!byebye andy and all other trainers! (except for ms ang.will probably see her again soon? lol)

now im back. and everything's so fast again. =)

i had like. 3 flagdays, it gets boring.
i realized, tt im super dark now. but im not burnt! yay me. haha. then, i still feel the sea. and i miss obs already. amzingly, i slept for only 10 hours laast night. i expected 12. haha.
oh man. i miss OBS already. i wanna go backkk. lol. so many cried when leaving the place lah. sighs. i'll miss that place so much. joy wants to go back for a longer camp. seriously, i dont mind. heh^^
and i had luncheon meat for dinner tonight. gosh. i nearly died. i didnt touch it at all. XD
tomorrow's sunday. so tempted to go wesley. to sell the tickets.
haha. i want to go sleep. night!(:

im back from obs! woots.
have never missed home this much. my goodness.
haha. to sum it all up, obs rocked.
haha. other than the night watch, it wasnt that bad. actually, it was really fun. got to learnt lots of things and laugh real hard. forget every burden i had here, and just enjoyed the camp thoroughly

i realised Gb really helped in this camp. ( bad and good points)
good: all the kayaking and tent pitching, and everything.
bad: BULLIED by andy just cos im a gb girl. lol
i tell you, the mosquitos must love me alot. kiss me a million times and its still not enough for them. lol.

i got burnt and tan!!! woots. and the best thing it, i put sun block, wore long sleeves and track pants, and i didnt pull them up at all. lol. i almost got sent to the medical centre lah. lol. oh wells. i like my tan. XD

and the sea ex was really quick. paddled all the way from the random 'shopping centre' back to camp 2. woots. took like. 5 hours? reaced 3 hours early. then the day after tt was super slack. lol. in th end, we only needed to pay like. 55 cents for the lost items? which is good! XD
mann, i'll miss hillary so much. its been so fun with them. and andy too. all his yay-ness. lol. super funny. i've learnt so much from this camp, and everything. all the friendships made.

OHH!! i forgot to tell xiao hui. her dad and my dad were class mates last time. haha. so ultra cool. and the best thing is, they werent from AC. =)


stupid POTC. asking everyone to go and now everyone's complaining. sighs. so annoying. will you just. go. appear there ok? gosh. i really cant reach ppl tonight gosh. they are all... asleep.


h.i.l.l.a.r.y
hillarhillary
h.i.l.l.a.r.y
hillarhillary

hillarians
xiao hui, yi ling, sarah, eunice, debbie, amelia, bud, bernice, andrea, cassie, divya, grace fong, grace chan, astrid, and andy

on a packing craze now, and im supr tired.
i walk downstairs with 3 things in mind, and came upstairs with only 1 thing in my hand. bravo. im super tired today. went to church and i almost fell asleep during hte sermon. i think my teacher could see tt everybody was super tired, so we played a game! woots. XD
Young Leaders Day turned out boring yet interesting. lol. lesley is gonna kill me so soon.
i ate ALOT today. feel like a great glutton. XD and i want to sleep :(



why do you have o say such lies? wad advantage does it give you? does that fifteen minutes of fame worth more than a friends' trust in you? if you said it just to cover up something, fine. but you dont have to lie from the start right? how long have you been keeping it like that? i've been trying to make exceptions which you can fill with your explanations. but can i trust you again?!

i almost bumped into Cheryl's brother today. haha. and his reaction was. sudden, and funny.
didn't imagine meeting him. haha.
i missed the bus today, and walked a WHOLE round around the place just to get to the bus stop. and this guy was smiling at me cos he saw me at first, then he saw me later. and figured i walked the whole round. lol. MEANO.
oh wells. took boxes from the general office to pack the class
then went to staffroom. charis and lipin practically built a wall on the table. it looked soo funny. you walk thru the walkway, and see a small wall, and 2 girls hiding behind giggling away. and a teacher BEGGING them to return to class. hah!
oh wells. i have a math, and chem to do.
then start to see if i actually HAVE the stuff i need for OBS. haha. i need solid fuel! i think? and i need to get my ez-link card done. XD

today, i smartly forgot my keys. went all the way home to find tt no one was home and i didnt bring my keys. so smart lah. then i had to walk all the way to my grandma's house. haha.
someone have a very big mouth, and screwed up alot of things for me. thanks alot you know. you were of such great help.
lalala. i think the staffroom's a really interesting place. haha! so funny.
ohh! new findings! hahaha. so funny. all the best to her.
terrible headaches nowadays. bleh. I SHALL RESIST THE PAIN, AND NOT TAKE ANY PAINKILLERS. yay me. i think if this continues, panadol wont be working for me by the time i reach adulthood. haha! i'll have to take extra strong panadol then. lol.

nowadays, there are many messages about loving your friends, and being happy for them. i guess i have somethings to learn form there? sighs. everything's been so messy now. i hardly hve the time to step back and view everything. there isnt alot of things to do, but, i think its just me. sighs. my mind's a whirl. sighs.

today was.. normal.
ooh! OBS IS 7 DAYS AWAY! gosh. i really cant imagine going there. haha.
lalala. today was so fun TRYING to accomplish something. haha. oh wells.
i dunno how to do amath. i die. and i forgot all my inseen techniques. so i die. bleh. this whole week is a rush. then there's obs next week. oh wow. so fun. XD

mrs ng is FINALLY back. XD

running a marathon of things to do today! haha
and i accomplished something today! i actually went to church. haha. and ended up, the whole group was asked to pray for me and rixuan cos we dun come often and we jz happened to come this week. ahha. oh wells.
before tt, omg. the most amazing thing happened. the great timing, and the great atmosphere, and the great mood. gosh. i really see His works around me, blessing me. wow.
then even before tt, i was happily stoning, and studying history. oh i die. havent finished studying yet. mrs Ng's gonna kill all of us.
oh wells.


Don’t give up
It’s just the weight of the world
When your heart’s heavy
I will lift it for you

Don’t give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don’t give up
Because you are loved

Don’t give up
It’s just the hurt that you hide
When you’re lost inside
I will be there to find you

Don’t give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don’t give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don’t give up
It’s just the weight of the world
Don’t give up
Every one is to be heard
You are loved

- You Are Loved , Josh Groban

this song is soo nice. my goodness. its so nice. his voice is sooo nice. woots.
sighs. i shall go study now.

jieyi is happy today.
she got into japan(langarts) for sabbaticals. woots.
and. she is also VERY happy about smt else too. heh^^
today, practically spent 7 hours with caro and lesley. haha. so fun. and i've never really openly sang like this before. and to think im gonna worship lead some time is july. haha.
haha. then, the briefing. im in the " somehting(VIP i think?) aide." haha. so cool.
then, we went to KAP, at 9 plus 10? so its really cool cos i dun think i;ve been there that late before. haha. so fun. i made lesley treat all of us fries. heh^^ then my mum came first. so i left first. i walked around KAP 3 times? ahaha. and caro was constantly giving me the "huh" look. haha. super funny.
ohh! CIP was good! we earned quite alot. wonderful. but i guess we had ppl laughing at our class? haha. oh wells. doesnt matter.
i wanna go watch my korean drama.
heh^^


Stand by everything You said
Stand by the promises we made
Let go of everything I've done
I'll run into Your open arms
And all I know

I love You more than life
I love You more than life

Fall back on everything You've done
Fall back on everlasting arms
When all the world is swept away
You are all the things I need
You're the air I breathe

How can it be
You were the one on the cross
Lifted for all our shame?
How can it be
The scars in Your hands are for me?
You are the king of all

-More Than Life

today,
we had physics SPA. gosh. got so ultra pissed. and i redid the whole thing. pms?!
haha. then, we had chem. i did pretty badly cos i didnt EXACTLY understand the whole concept.
sighs. after school, we went to staffroom to hand in stuff and help to SALVAGE tiffany's GREAT CRISIS. haha. which was kinda a failure. haha. she's soo smart!
e math test. i've lost 6 marks cos of the stupid graph. i think the whole question is wrong already.
oh man. i die.
then we went to lab to redo my chinese med thingy! haha. ended up gossiping and talking about random stuff. oh wells.
CIP went well! much better than i expected, considering the fact tt we sold it for less than half an hour. haha. i contributed $4.20! haha.
she better not take our time tmr. if not, im really gonna like. STAB HER. haha. no. jieyi's not tt mean. lol. she's gonna stick out the metre rule and make her trip! hahhahaha.
sighs.
anyways. i shall celebrate this very sentence

today,
we went to the food center to buy fried carrot cake! haha. first time i stayed back with these ppl. haha. then we went back and did e math.
ohh! the walk down to canteen during recess was FUNNY! dont you agree, lipin? heh^^
haha. the rest of the day was as per normal. came home and i just slept cos i've been really tired. haha. i got my phone back! it was confiscated for 1 night? ahha. oh wells.

progress report. my mum was not quite satisfied with my marks but. SHE SIGNED IT! good ok. i had to beg her to sign it everytime. hmm. she said my chinese dropped quite a bit, and she was like. *gasps* chem! *points at it and pause for a long time* then, gives me the "what are you gonna do about it" look. haha,. and i gave her the "oops>.<" look, and she was fine. but she was happy with my maths! she was like. wow. good! yayy. so overall, im FINE. i'll just have to work harder cos i promised that i'll do much better in the next half the year. means: she wants to see As. wow. i only have one. i think she wants like 4? sighs. i'll TRY! my dad? he was like. *sighs. no improvement*
aiya. wadever lah. he wants straight As. like.. 90 plus As. i mean like. that's only achievable in primary school?! haha. oh wells. that person, can never be satisfied. i tell you, even if i get 6 points in Os( which i definitely wont, seeing my results now), he wont be satisfied. i wonder when he will be. gosh.

we're selling milo dinosaurs, godzillas, and floats during recess and after school tomorrow! please come down and support! XD

today. is interesting.
my phone, got confiscated. cos. i missed her call 6 times.
and. i didnt know where caltex was.
fine.
and tmr there's a chem quiz , english test, and emath test
wow. and they said there wasnt suppose to be any tests this week?
haha.
and.
i had a LOVELY meeting with ms lim.
bleh. its a wonder how i actually went for it.
plus,
ms or screwed everything up for CIP.
fine.
and i cant find the paper for announcements tomorrow.
fine.
and now, i have someone laughing me in the background.
how nice.

ohoh! congrats to: lesley! you got through! good luck and all the best! i know you can do it. continue to be happy! =)
and..
tiffany! you did it! its over! haha. congrats=)

you know wad. about the tickets things, i just realised tt it wasnt compulsory. haha. oops!>so sorry about hte misunderstanding!! >.<

haha. so the lucky ppl who reads my blog will get to know tt you dun NEED to sell the tickets. but please sell! XD
lalala.
you guys can kill me now. haha.

12:26 AM

3S! NEW ANNOUNCEMENT! HAHA. YOU EACH HAVE TO SELL 3 TICKETS! BUY 1 THEN SELL THE OTHER 2 TO YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS!
yes. i just get the email. haha. you have to sell 3 tickets. by hook or by crook. haha. so, please! ask your friends from outside school or something! ask your cousins, your family and friends!
then, the class which sells the most will get a prize. woots.
like all the other events that we put so much effort into, please put in effort for this event! the money goes for YOUR sabbaticals. MAYBE you're too rich that you dun need te sponsorship, ppl are in need of the money! poor souls like me needs the subsidies. so, ppl. SELLSELLSELL!

the weekend is finally here! after that long long wait. haha. i havent blgged for .. 3 days? XD haha.
today, wanted to play badminton, netball and wadever. and i din get to play after aall. sighs. im deprived. i wanna play a sport or something. i miss tennis. haha. i dun mind running around the track too! XD
haha. oh. gel! haha. ms or sat beside lipin and we were passing message to her. haha. so pro. she was so funny. i was laughing an laughing. haha. madness. or at least i think its me. haha. we'll ge tto know our sabbaticals trip next week! yayy. i doubt i can get through for japan. BOTH! but. i really wanna get in. then i can go with no worries. sighs. i still have to pray that my fahter dun lock me into the house last minute. hahaha.
oh! nice dinner again this weekend! haha. we're like running a nice dinner marathon. every weekend go and eat nice dinner. haha. i wonder when we'll staart putting on weight. ahhaa. i still have no idea where it's gonna be held. then monday im gonna appear super tired. cos i'll be sleeping super late. haha. oh wells.
emath test next thursday!
and my grades were horrible. terrible. i hate it. gosh. and i thought i waould have improved. thruns out, i deperoved for 4 subs. argh. and the worst thing is, my chinese is lower than my english. gahh. my mum is so gonna kill me. when my chinese and english was on parr, she already warned me. now, its even worse then before. i tell you, my chinese is going on a straight downhill. man. i 've nv gotten so low for my chinese before ok. and i got a shock of my life. 26/70 for the paper. my gosh. thank goodness she counted wrongly. and it was suppose to be 44. haha. she only counted the first 2 sections of the paper. haha. smat right. and i just passed my compre for chinese. bleh. so my compre, once again, pulled it down. my che, totally failed. and my ss deproved. hmm. maybe i was just lucky for my first test for ss? sighs. then,PHYSICS! i dun care how many ppl failed in my class. i deproved. and i could haavae gotten at least 5 more marks cz of careless mistakes. gosh.so ultra annoyed. i cant score so low anymore! my parents are gonna kill me. im gonna kill myself. blehhhhhh.



MELODY, SARAH, STELLA, KARA, OYUN! PLEAS ETICK THE 2 COURSES YOU WANT TO GO FOR! thanks. haha. i doubt you'll be able to read this but. ppl who sees this, remind me to remind them. XD

i linked some ppl!
whee. i know you love me. cz i havent linked ppl in ages.
haha.
oh wells.
today,
was boring.

last words? WHISKY IS NICE!
i bet you think im mad